Lil Revive - Siren Head
[00:11.59] Yeah, I feel so dead inside
[00:13.83] I wake up every night and I say fuck my life
[00:15.59] Don't wanna try, but I still try for all the ones that wanna die
[00:18.35] I hate this world, I hate existing
[00:20.60] Now my mental health is slipping
[00:21.83] Reaper always trailing me so I'm saying good riddance
[00:25.09] I don't know if I still wanna do this when I'm 30
[00:28.33] Cause I got lots of people that are tryna do me dirty
[00:31.61] And I don't wanna die for this, these people wanna hurt me
[00:34.83] I don't think I'm worthy, brother am I worthy?
[00:38.83] I'm no longer scared of death, I just accept it
[00:41.08] I got cracks that started forming in my head, no time for resting
[00:44.08] I got shows and venues, time to fill these stages
[00:46.58] I can't take no breaks
[00:47.84] I'll stop when I push up some daisies
[00:49.61] Throw my millions in the grave
[00:51.84] Having suicidal thoughts on the tour bus
[00:53.84] But I put my smile on for everyone that's showing up
[00:57.08] Cause maybe I would feel much less alone if there was more of us
[01:01.33] The highest in the room's always the lowest one
[01:04.34] Yeah, ayy, yeah, yeah
[01:09.84] I feel so dead inside
[01:10.85] I wake up every night and I say fuck my life
[01:13.09] Don't wanna try, but I still try for all the ones that wanna die
[01:16.34] I hate this world, I hate existing
[01:18.10] Now my mental health is slipping
[01:19.59] Reaper always trailing me so I'm saying good riddance
[01:22.59] I don't know if I still wanna do this when I'm 30
[01:25.82] Cause I got lots of people that are tryna do me dirty
[01:29.08] And I don't wanna die for this, these people wanna hurt me
[01:32.33] I don't think I'm worthy, brother am I worthy?
[01:36.58] I just crawled out from the trenches
[01:37.83] Made five-hundred off of this shit
[01:39.84] I just flushed all my prescriptions
[01:41.08] Fuck the rapper life you living
[01:42.60] I just sold my fucking whip for a Civic
[01:44.84] Rather stack up my digits
[01:46.33] Than try to impress you bitches (Grim Peaks)
[01:48.36] Put a target on my head, I'll come out fine
[01:52.10] Like no matter what you try, I'll never die
[01:55.33] I don't do it for the fame, done this my whole life
[01:58.59] If you got a problem, yeah, you know where I live
[02:06.59] Yeah, I feel so dead inside
[02:08.34] I wake up every night and I say fuck my life
[02:10.59] Don't wanna try, but I still try for all the ones that wanna die
[02:13.84] I hate this world, I hate existing
[02:15.58] Now my mental health is slipping
[02:17.33] Reaper always trailing me so I'm saying good riddance
[02:20.32] I don't know if I still wanna do this when I'm 30
[02:23.58] Cause I got lots of people that are tryna do me dirty
[02:26.59] And I don't wanna die for this, these people wanna hurt me
[02:29.84] I don't think I'm worthy, brother am I worthy?
