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[00:27.65] At some point,

[00:29.15] I used to wish I would disappear from this world

[00:33.14] The whole world seemed so dark

[00:35.89] and I cried every night

[00:38.64] Will I feel better if

[00:40.90] I just disappeared?

[00:44.15] I was so afraid

[00:46.40] of everyone's eyes on me

[00:49.14] During those beautifully beautiful days,

[00:52.15] I was in pain

[00:54.64] I hated myself for

[00:57.14] not being able to receive love

[01:00.39] My mom and my dad,

[01:02.89] they're only looking at me

[01:05.65] It's not how I really feel

[01:08.90] but I keep getting farther away

[01:11.14] What do I do?

[01:14.15] What do I do?

[01:16.64] What do I do?

[01:19.40] What do I do?

[01:25.64] The saying time is

[01:27.14] medicine was really true for me

[01:31.14] As the days went by,

[01:32.39] I really got better

[01:36.64] But sometimes, when I'm too happy,

[01:39.14] I'm afraid I'll be in pain again

[01:42.13] I'm afraid that someone

[01:44.64] will take away this happiness

[01:47.13] Those beautifully

[01:49.13] beautiful memories were so painful

[01:52.64] I was hurting and

[01:54.14] hurting but the pain wouldn't go away

[01:58.39] My friends,

[01:59.39] all these people,

[02:01.14] they're only looking at me

[02:03.63] This isn't how I really

[02:06.64] am but I keep getting

[02:07.88] farther away

[02:12.13] But still, maybe I can be

[02:14.64] A bright light in this world

[02:22.88] Maybe after all of that pain

[02:26.39] I can shortly shine a light

[02:34.13] So I couldn't give up

[02:37.38] I couldn't fall asleep

[02:41.13] peacefully for a single night

[02:45.14] Because maybe if I keep

[02:48.63] trying to get up like this

[02:51.63] I will find myself

[03:18.13] How painful must it have been?

[03:23.88] How painful must it have been?

[03:29.39] How high must my hopes have been?