To my youth

[00:26.44] at some point of my life,

[00:31.42] I used to wish that I could disappear from this world

[00:33.15] the whole world seemed so dark,

[00:35.67] I cried every night

[00:38.41] will my mind feel at ease

[00:40.91] if I just disappeared

[00:43.66] I was so afraid

[00:46.67] of everyone's eyes on me

[00:48.92] during those beautifully beautiful days

[00:51.65] I was in pain

[00:54.42] I hated myself

[00:56.90] for not being able to receive love

[00:59.91] my mom and dad,

[01:03.17] they're only looking at me

[01:05.42] this not I really feel,

[01:08.66] but I keep getting further away

[01:11.17] what should I do, what should I do, what should I do, what should I do

[01:25.42] the saying that time is medicine

[01:27.92] was really true for me

[01:30.69] as the days went by,

[01:33.67] I really did get better

[01:35.94] but sometimes when I'm too happy,

[01:39.67] I'm afraid I'll be in pain again

[01:41.66] naega gajin i haengbokdeureul

[01:44.65] I'm afraid that someone

[01:46.94] will take away my happiness

[01:49.41] those beautifully beautiful memories

[01:51.91] were so painful

[01:54.91] I hurt to the point where I could hurt no more

[01:57.66] but the pain wouldn't go away

[02:01.15] my friends, all these people,

[02:03.42] they're only looking at me

[02:06.67] this is not how I really am

[02:11.67] but I keep getting further away

[02:14.67] but still maybe I could be

[02:17.42] a bright light in this world

[02:22.42] maybe after all of the pain,

[02:25.92] I could shine

[02:28.40] a light even if it's short

[02:33.66] so I couldn't give up

[02:37.17] the me that could fell asleep peacefully for single night

[02:44.69] because if I keep trying to stand up like this

[02:50.42] like this I might be able to find myself

[02:56.67] aaaaaaa aaaaaaa

[03:07.42] aaaaaaa aaaaaaa

[03:18.19] how painful must it have been

[03:23.17] how painful must it be been

[03:28.92] how much, how much, how much did I hope for it