Even

[00:12.51] When is it too many times

[00:16.51] To tell you that I think of you every night?

[00:21.75] I don't want to make it hard on you

[00:28.75] So I could be cruel

[00:34.00] Yeah, I could make you hate me

[00:39.76] Would that make it easy?

[00:50.25] Did you think I forgot?

[00:56.02] The fireworks, the black eye

[01:01.26] Trading blows on the fourth of July

[01:06.50] But you were right, I was asking for it

[01:13.01] I always am

[01:16.50] It's no good if the pain doesn't make you feel like you earned it

[01:23.50] And I probably deserved it

[01:33.28] 'Cause all you ever say is

[01:36.01] "What's the point? Is anybody there to help me now?"

[01:43.76] It's not that I think I'm good

[01:48.02] I know that I'm evil

[01:51.25] I guess I was trying to even it out

[02:06.77] Isn't that what you want

[02:11.01] For me to be miserable like you?

[02:18.52] Well, brother, you're about to get your wish

[02:24.27] Putting my fist through the plaster in the bathroom of a Motel 6

[02:34.27] I must have pictured it all a thousand times

[02:39.76] I swear to God I think I'm gonna die

[02:46.27] I know you were right

[02:56.26] I can't be fixed, so help me

[03:06.27] 'Cause all you ever say is

[03:09.76] "What's the point? Is anybody there to help me now?"

[03:17.53] It's not that I think I'm good

[03:22.76] I know that I'm evil

[03:25.00] I guess I was trying to even it out