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[00:00.94] Do I find it so hard

[00:04.44] When I know in my heart

[00:08.94] I'm letting you down everyday

[00:14.19] Letting you down everyday

[00:19.94] Why do I keep on running away?

[00:56.69] Look, I apologize, often womanize

[00:59.09] Took for my child to be born

[01:00.59] See through a woman's eyes

[01:01.73] Took for these natural twins to believe in miracles

[01:04.36] Took me too long for this song

[01:06.36] I don't deserve you, I harass you out in Paris

[01:10.37] "Please come back to Rome"

[01:11.26] You make it home

[01:13.26] We talked for hours when you were on tour

[01:15.51] "Please pick up the phone, pick up the phone"

[01:18.51] Said: "Don't embarrass me," instead of "Be mine"

[01:21.26] That was my proposal for us to go steady

[01:24.01] That was your 21st birthday, you mature faster than me

[01:27.51] I wasn't ready, so I apologize

[01:30.26] I've seen the innocence leave your eyes

[01:32.51] I still mourn this death, I apologize for all the stillborns

[01:36.76] 'Cause I wasn't present, your body wouldn't accept it

[01:39.51] I apologize to all the woman whom I

[01:42.01] Toyed with you emotions because I was emotionless

[01:44.76] I apologize 'cause at your best you are love

[01:49.26] And because I fall short of what I say I'm all about

[01:52.76] Your eyes leave with the soul that your body once housed

[01:55.26] And you stare blankly into space

[01:57.26] Thinkin' of all the time you wasted in on all this basic shit

[02:00.51] So I apologize

[02:20.14] I'm never gonna treat you

[02:22.89] Never gonna treat you like I should

[02:36.14] I apologize, our love was one for the ages and I contained us

[02:41.64] And all this ratchet shit and we more expansive

[02:44.14] Not meant to cry and die alone in these mansions

[02:47.14] Or sleep with our back turned

[02:48.64] We're supposed to vacay 'til our backs burn

[02:51.39] We're supposed to laugh 'til our hearts stops

[02:54.03] And then we in a space where the dark stops

[02:56.66] And lets love light the way

[02:59.16] Like the men before me, I cut off my nose to spite my face

[03:02.16] I never wanted another woman to know

[03:03.55] Something about me that you didn't know

[03:05.80] I promised, I cried, I couldn't hold

[03:08.30] I suck at love, I think I need a do-over

[03:09.93] I will be emotionally available if I invited you over

[03:13.44] I stew over

[03:15.44] What if?

[03:16.69] You over

[03:17.93] My shit?

[03:24.93] I'm never gonna treat you

[03:27.18] Never gonna treat you like I should

[03:35.44] And if my children knew, I don't even know what I would do

[03:40.69] If they ain't look at me the same

[03:43.44] I would prob'ly die with all the shame

[03:45.93] "You did what with who?"

[03:47.69] What good is a ménage à trois when you have a soulmate?

[03:51.19] "You risked that for Blue?"

[03:53.94] If I wasn't a superhero in your face

[03:56.43] My heart breaks for the day I had to explain my mistakes

[04:00.19] And the mask goes away and Santa Claus is fake

[04:05.44] And you go online and see

[04:07.44] For Blue's tooth, the tooth fairy didn't pay

[04:14.69] I'm never gonna treat you like I should